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All this situation is killing me. Am I really so bad person? Bad father, husband, friend. It seems I do not understand life, I do not know how to make it any more. I am so down, I just need to tell how I am, I just need to talk. I am alone.
The only power keeping me up is loving you and having some hope that once I will may come back.
I hope that your new husband will make you happy, I hope he will take care of all problems in your life. I hope that finally girls will get father.
Good bye, my life.
Thank's for all the time I could spend with you, loving you, being father of your daughters, being happy.
My life has been changing a lot
this last few months.
Our relation didn't work out and I'm trying to move on with my life.
I meet someone and I'm engaged. I don't know when I will get married, but it will be soon.
Please, try to understand that I need to have someone near me that loves me and that helps
me with children and everything else.
You must move on with your life too. Go out, see new people, make new friends,
find a woman who can make you happy. Fight for your future and for your happiness at least